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If you have seen bees
swarm, the ball pulling
down the branch—heard the racket
of an old radio on
no station, you know
how I feel. I'm here,
for now, but not as you
see me. My body
is a shimmering pink
swarm of bees. My hair,
a speckled hive. The sun
helps me trade places
with the chair and the window
has already claimed my face.
It's like I'm stirred
in. But some lump of me
persists. When I look at snow
I see the atoms, like needles,
dart from thing to thing,
but something thinks
them back again.

Seurat’s pointillism is a style of painting made from dots of color that come together in the viewer’s eye forming the appearance of a solid object. This reminded me of the debate about matter and energy. At the speed of light matter turns to energy. Is matter merely stable energy?  Quantum physics focus on fields, which create virtual particles and anti-particles, which can pop into and out of existence. Objects are made by waves in the field. The “Model Seated,” is like an unstable wave in the field.

First published in Kansas Quarterly/Arkansas Review Vol 26, No. 1-4, 1996