Collisions
J.M. Donellan
The moon is a child of collision
Born 4.5 billion years ago
The result of a violent union between our earth and what we call a ‘wandering ‘planet
How curious to describe an entire planet
With the same term we might employ for a 20-something student on a gap year
aimlessly making their way through Europe
When the errant, gap year planet
Collided with the dead rock we would one day call home
It resulted in a cataclysmic collision that sent
Matter flying into space
Until it cooled
Coalesced
Compressed
And became the subject of innumerable poems (like this one)
The heart of myriad metaphors for everything from the waxing and waning of love
To madness and menses
Lycanthropy and envy
As children
Our first collisions are between face and floor
fingers and door
table and jaw
Through this series of collisions
We learn to walk
To gradually master the process of feet colliding with earth
at the desired pace and intensity
Colliding intentionally
In the way that we meant them to, eventually
In making new humans we also collide
Flesh against flesh
Furiously
frenetically
Heads heady under the allure of pheromones
And hormones
And the desire to not be alone
As the biological impulse to continue the species
Firmly grasps the wheel of our psyche
Under the ingenious camouflage of lust
The act of collision is also an act of discovery
It was the collision of two black holes
One billion years ago
That confirmed the existence of gravitational waves
Granting us a new sense with which to study the universe
In physics, collision is the violent, beating heart of discovery
The collision of particles
Results in momentous waves of data
Whispering the secrets of the sub-atomic universe
4.5 billion years from now
Long after the carbon in our bodies has undergone countless transformations and reformations
The milky way, our home, will collide with the Andromeda galaxy
We know this with great certainty
Even though we can’t tell for sure what the weather will do in a few days
Or what the stock market will do in a few hours
Or what our own children will do in the next few seconds
We know that these two galaxies,
each containing unfathomably large clusters of stars and planets and moons
will eventually collide
their great spiraling arms embracing one another
it is unlikely that any two single stars will impact
instead the two galaxies will merge and become one united body
of incomprehensible size and scale
a vast, cosmic child born of collision